Thank You

                           Thank You,



     Thank you for calling me stupid, Thank you for saying that i will never go to college or get married or even have a boyfriend. Thank you for assuming that just because i have a scratch on my wrist that i did it purposefully to cause myself pain. Thank you for calling me fat and making excuses since that you are "fat" its okay to call others "fat". Thank you for telling me that in this house there is no judging but when I put shorts on you comment and and judge me. Thank you for breaking my self esteem down to nothing just when i had started to feel a bit more comfortable in my own skin. Thank you for stressing me out to the point to where I'm losing my mind and constantly angry or upset. Thank you for never taking the blame about anything and blaming me. Thank you for diagnosing me with bipolar disorder, social anxiety, and having eating disorders. Thank you for saying that i eat too much. Thank you for saying my life is pitiful and i don't have any friends. Thank you for choosing what i can be mad about. Thank you for thinking that i am so far beneath you that i can't be trusted with even the simple task of cooking things. Thank you for saying that I skim right over the points you make when you never listen to anything I say and Thank you for never taking anything I say to heart. Thank you for never believing any thing I say to put it in your own words...
" Do you think even for a second that I believe anything that you say?". Thank you for chipping away at my patience and Thank you for telling me i should be like every body else. Thank you for judging my "friends" before you even get to know them. Thank you for never being open minded.Thank you for Hurting me and never encouraging me to be myself.


Thank you....

No matter how many times I tried to ignore it or push it away it always came back and terrorized me to no extent... but every time you hurt me or broke me there was always some one there to help me feel better weather it be my mother calming me down and telling me this will only make you stronger or it be a Youtuber making me laugh and making me happy till the next time you break me down...

But if you think even for a second that you will stop me from doing what i love or doing what makes me happy you are mistaken. When you insult i just mark it as something I'm gonna have to prove you wrong about...